Dead, or alive?
Autumn is awesome!
I wish you peace with yourself. I wish you to not suffer. I wish happiness be yours.
Just sit and “be” when it is time to just sit, and “be”. Be active, when it is time to be active. Take care of yourself.
Just sit and be with yourself and your surroundings…no books, no phone, just being with “you” and sensing the world moving around you.
I don’t desire to become a Buddha, nor a Bodhisattva. My desire is to reduce suffering in my life right now, in this moment. There can be no desire without suffering. I am who I am right here, right now. I am a human, a mammal, a creature of this earth. My name is just what others use to identify me when I am not around…or get my attention specifically.
I need to eat and sleep and do all the things I must to live in each moment. I must care for myself and care for all living beings.
I type to myself and if someone else reads my humble ramblings and can use it to help reduce their suffering, so be it. I have no desire to teach anything, just know you can reduce your worry, pain, grief, suffering and sadness by practicing mindfulness and meditation.
Just notes, thoughts, and feelings.